PLEASE DONT TAKE MY BOYFRIEND AWAY.

no secrets?confirm pah?hmm.

looking back at the things i've done i'm just trying to be someone.

but now then i realise i'm trying to hard.i just have to let it go.spent to much time thinking of what went wrong when actually its obvious.now,i have to be more alert. enough of heartbreaks.enough of tears.i'm not gonna say good bye but i'm just gonna walk away when the time come because goodbyes really hurts...

Labels: nthg.

how cute rite?

imy.i hate you.

i wish...i just wish.

i cant sleep.! i cant sleep.i can't sleeep!shuuuuuuhuuuut!

CURRENTLY CHATTING WITH SHAHZAN.

Labels: sleeplesnite

i cut my hair short!

serious shit i cut i short.haiz.i'll miss you long hair.nvm hair will grow.

i'm breaking the chain.thanks to you what for i keep my hair long when you're with her.

goodbye.fade away pls.i'm okay.i'm moving on...

okay currently chatting n webcam-ing with faizul,acun .& Raisot.

sleepless night.i bet you're otp with other girl.hmm..

Labels: bored..

yestersay woke up atb9.waited for babylove since he slept at 430am.and woke up ata round 11 plus.h,,.cute.hahas.otp with him while he cook his breakfast.till the time i'm suppose to get ready.hmm.

out at 245pm.

went marina to catch a movie.since the movie starts at 540 we walkwalk n took pictures ate at long john..n went lido to catch another movie.. .hmm funn uh.funny.

hmm watched 2 movies...2012 and new moon.hees.funfun..watched 2012 with baby love.and new moon with baby love and bestfriend and friends.

hmm overall it was great day.hmm.spent time with baby love.since he will be gone for sometimes.=(

so yeah pitures are all in fb.so yeah go check it out..

reached home at 12.i love you bestfriend.

Labels: altogether.

great day.tired.cycling.gym.I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY.hottiest.imy.cant wait for tmrrw.I LOVE YOU .confuse.happy.enjoy.moving on.stress.bali.langkawi.alone.forever.get lost.emo.break this chain.

Labels: ily.

i dont know what i want now.
i just wanna be happy but for a moment i stopped doing what i'm doing and i started to cry...i just cant stand myself anymore..it just hurts.yes it hurts so much.i donno how much longer can i hide from the truth and how much longer i can stay this way.

Labels: i hate you, i'm starting a new life.goodbye.

CYCLING WITH SISTERS.

Basically i went cycling with sisters.well vvv kecoh.haha..and like at last kns kiteer gy cycling together despite the troubles we got into.hmm overall it was funn..

okay woke up at 7 plus...i felt SICK.didnt attend school uh.den.meet huda at 9 plus..since the rest lom gerak due to no bike la,tayar pancit/bocoh,kucing fight.

den meet huda.her bike uat hal antar service la kene $25.wow.ahahs.kecoh pe.

den ride to boonlayplace to meet jia,dee n umira.hmm off riding to west coast at around 12 plus..dee baikbaik lain kali..lorry to besar sayang..umira's bike uat hall so parked somewhere den off to west coast.she kene tompang jia..okay not really jia uh..they take turn uh..after jia,huda den dee..me?nahi'm not gd at that.to weak to carry my own weight so ya..hmm.den we caught in the rain la siol..ahahs.best ah..but cold uh.but kiter sisters strong la tk sakit luh..ahas.den go mkn at westcoast...blablabla..ACCIDENT! KEEEEBAAABOOOOM! ISHISH.

den after that.almost reach tau..got this nyonya payong..irritaating..terlanggar pon nk kecoh..adoy...duduk diamdiam pat umah jek la..tating..

off to destination.reached.

reached there nearly 3.fast la kns...after that we did bendebende bodoh.ahahs..took pictures.VIDEOS.and all.

hmmm so yeah...off from there around 5.and reached home at 7pm....

mummy bising cause i reached home late i mean after the timing that i gave her..hmm.whateveer.btw i'm grounded since 15 nov but still i went out.hmmm.ahhas.kateer farah ,langgar jek la.=)

okay so yeah i love you diana,jia,umira n huda.

great funn do it often aites.

wait.last i miss the person whos holding on to my mp4!

serious no joke n ilyvvvm!

(rest of the pictures will be uploaded in fb soon,not today pnt uh.mayb tmrw aites.)

Labels: cycling.

my blog my say.sshhhhh.just read.

but still i'm happy at least one person still thought that i'm with exboify.since she said that i still look happy as usual..so yeah it shows alot AKU DA MOVEON!SINCE I LOOK THE SAME.ahahs.okay shutt...

days have been even better ever since you came in my life so..yeah..i just feel me.thanks...but yeah kite kwn jek."as afriend ,can?"but still you're best at making me laugh.and yeah i had a great yeah great laugh with you.thanks...I LOVEYOU BABY!

okay whatever.hmmm...cycling with sisters tmrw?at last kns.ahhas.tk sabar la!

BUT STILL I MISS YOU.TODAY MARKS THE 7TH MONTH AFTER BREAKING UP WITH MUHAMMAD HILMI .YEAH IT STILL HURTS.I STILL MISS HIM SO MUCH.ITS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY WE MET AND EVERYTHING WAS FINE BUT THE THING IS its gonne.i just somehow wish that he will come back one day and all those things never happen.baby i miss you sooo..i wonder how is he now....i miss you hilmi.tried so hard to move on and i manage but still deep in my heart theres still you.i hate to say this but you're still the person i think about when i'm down.you're the light of my life....now no more....i'm staying strong but then still incomplete.haiz...i gotta fine my way to break this gains...i must let go cause this is what i want.you blamed me for this.thanks...you dont know how much ive sacrifice...nvm..its gone....days wont be the same but nvm.i'll manage.i miss you. i dont wanna feel anything.i just wanna stay numb and i dont wanna look at your face anymore.

i'll survive without you.i will.

now i'm okay kerna dia ada.. i'll pray the best for you..nn i hope i'll stay this wAY.

khairulanwar.ilyvm! lol .diam.=)

Labels: K.A.ILY.

Today was the day.hmm reached school slightly late due to some technical problems.ahas.

hmmm first period was english.yes english.hmm 90mins oi...

continued with 90mis of chemistry which have 2 mins breaks.it's fun since sat beside farhana.ahahs.tating.talked non-stop.hmm.okay after dat went for break.

proceed with malay 2hrs.

overall today was fun cause we slacked so much.hmm.

after school lepak with huda first den meet jia.proceed to school.

den off different places.

hmm i went to meet khairul anwar,yeah him after for like years not meeting him,like at last kns..

while huda.....

n jia i think she went home.

so yeah slacked with him..and all meet his friend.

yeah n i heard how they beatbox.omg!seriously jakon la aku.tk pernah dengar depan mate kns.ahhas.cool ah the way the dat thing.hmm.

den....MEEEEEOOOOOWWWW!

tating he played with the cat near by.IRRITATING SIOL.ahhas.

"ehk,kucing ni kans bnyk donate bulu ah".he said after holding the cat.ahahs.funny.

den khai wanted to catch a movie or mkn.but yeah nah i refuse so he bought hotdog and walked around jp while eating it.after that proceed home since i felt so tired and my body was aching.

hmm.i was seriously bored at home and had my nappy after dinner.den you called and everythng seems to be better.i love you.=)

yesterday was again family day.went imm.

eat and went food shopping.hmm.yeah and i bought another shorts and long sleeve and skirt .

and yeah went home after that.

daddy as usual with his jokes.wth!

a total great day la seh.

sometimes you just need to bottle all your feelings up.just to takecare of others feeling and anyone to get hurt ,trying to sacrifice and make them happy and at the same time trying to make myself happy again.

indeed i love you so .

Labels: betapa aku mencintaimu

Somehow i miss this guy so much..hahas.i know random kns.

rafly ramadhan.hmm.

his my primary schoolmate and best partner and exboify.

i just realise after all this years that his the only primary school guy friend that i'm close with.haas.

hmm.time past...people change.i understand...now we stand in different worlds.

you have your own n i have my own friends. but never forget me as your friend dearest rafly.

imy.your jokes ,stories and everything bout you la.hmm..

i just miss you so much rafly ramadhan.

hope to see you soon.

Labels: imy.

hmm.well yeahh.i spent the whole of yesterday with family.

hmm well okay i woke up vv early..but den i waited for my uncle to finish doing the pipe in my toilet den i can use the toilet.so yeah uncle finish doing it at around 1pm.so me and brother fight over tha toilet la.end up he use toilet first.irritating.so waited for him like for 30mins.den my turn..

30mins ltrr..after my bath .mummy n daddy siaping.

45mins ltr...they all siap ready except me..they waited for me in the car..

wait yesterday got org kahwin under my block.

hmm k whatever.

out at 250pm.

went lot1.cotton on bought stuff ,den eat at the food court i n mummy n adk ate the chicken chop,daddy ate hokkien mee den went to Sk2.mummy wanted to buy the ear stud.yyea daddy bayar la..

off to sim lim.bought adk's game thing cost around $570.

den off to far east.hmm walked out from far east to ion.hmmm okay i was like so jakonss..yela tk pernah pegy kns...ahahs.besar tempat dier..serious seh.wah!!!!!ahahs.

mummy was like stop wow-ing la.hees.

tapi sumpah tk tipu besar.ahahs.

so walkwalk.didnt take picture since i brought a camera with out a fully charged battery.seeettttuuuppiiid!

so yeah went fox.bought this and that.

in the car...i think i saw aisyah's mum n dad.n ofcoz her.hmm...okay nvr tego la i'm in the car.shes at the drive thru.hmm see i do have a sharp eye side like ex boify .ahahs.

den off go teh tarik since adk wanna eat mee soto.wth!ahahs.hmm.

den "you" called.hmm.hees.=)

home at around 10plus pm.

yeah what a day kns.ahahs.tating.

~i miss you.

Labels: shopping.

I can see a rainbow.

hmm life have been pretty fun lately..with friends,him,and ofcoz myself.

yeah..its better with friends.

hudaksiao,umirasepet.yeahh today..funn la.hmm i'm having so much of funn eventhough i saw ex boify but didnt feel the hurt anymore...i'm willing to let go now.i'll be fine,just fine.i hope.

and you,you took my heart away when the sky is grey.you colour my world with colourful ,colors.you taught me how to find myself.

somehow i felt much better and secure when you're here and when i felt like crying/alone and you called me,and it is not so bad cause hearing your voice just makes me felt much better and i smiled and all the pain is gone...

Labels: just my day.

Love?

Nah..crush? i dont think so.

idk.

hmm idk.but still with you i can feel as if that theres a butterfly in my stomach.i'll feel bubbly.

floating in the air.hahas.stupid.

smiling with no reason.crazy..

but seriously you make me go tralalalalala.and i felt me once again...life felt better.

and i'm smiling again.sincerly.

even if u didnt know how i felt ,it's okay.

by only looking at you it makes everything easier, i swear.

you dont have to know or even you dont have to say anything,i understand.

when i'm with you i felt that everythings gonna be fine and nothing will harm/hurt me,i felt safe.

when you're telling about her i dont get jealous but somehow i wished i was her,lucky her.

when you said you missed,love.i didnt believe because your heart is still for her but then i'm not mad because knowing you and the real you is somehow making me livin my life.

but when you didnt say anything at all...i felt theres no meaning to every word i hear.

see you mean alot,eventhough we're friends still you mean much more then everything.ahahs.

shuttupp farah so FEELING.gaaaahahahahas.

but it's true.

your smile,tells a millions of story of your life.

your eyes shows me the path that you're taking to stay strong.

your courage shows me how you survived and able to hold on to the gripp.

Labels: you know me best.